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Monster.

rock_26iin | 15 August 2008, 7:32pm

You treated me like I was some kind of monster.

 

 And that's exactly what I became.

 

I don't want to be a monster anymore. I don't want to hurt the people I love :'(

 

Help me.



Current Mood: Shit.
Current Music: Kahin Toh Hogi Woh, Zindagi Jahan Tu Mere Paas Hai (Seems unlikely at the moment)


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Re: Monster.

Portuguese Man-of-War | 15 Aug 2008, 8:53pm

I guess you've by now read 'most everything there is on how to deal with this shit. And you've heard a lot of people give you ideas to cope, tell you how to keep yourself distracted, how to meet others, how time will heal.

And nothing seems to work.

Well, I guess this side of life is the harshest discovery we make. And it is a great equalizer of men.

There is a medicine, though. It will seem bitter, it takes courage to take (and courage is tougher to find when there is no conviction, as in this case), but it will work. Mostly since you are in a situation where anything is an improvement.

If you have that courage, the medicine is suggesting itself. We all already know what it is. It is called compromise.

(And if all that above was just fiction, well, I hope you are merely a good writer, since it all seems too heartfelt.)

Re: Monster.

essencialls | 19 Jun 2009, 8:35pm

You won't be a monster if you don't want to be one. Just look within yourself and think about what you really want.

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